Words

Is that the best you can do?

I'm doing okay. I just feel older.

I cry in the dark.

I hate myself.

I wish I was the one you wanted.

I love waking up next to you.

I hate it when you get high.

my favorite quote from last night-

Paul: Diego should move to California with you- and marry you because you're AWESOME.

It made me giggle.

Good times on the Reg.

I have the best boyfriend ever...

"I haven't heard your voice in seven days, it feels like forever."

God how I love you.

I really hate my life....

I drove down south for the first time at night last week for new years. It wasn't as bad as I thought I would be, and seeing Diego's face when I got there was worth the drive at midnight.

I had a pretty good new years- even though my love had to work. I can't believe I've been in Florida for nine years. Ha and now that I want to stay I have to leave. Of course life, of course.

It's only been three days but I miss Diego. I want to be little spoon. I'll settle for big spoon. I miss goodnight kisses and good morning fucking (and/or vise versa). Honestly, I don't think words could express how much I'm in love this boy. I am truly happy. No doubt, just love. It's one of the most amazing feelings I've ever felt, having someone express their love for me and adoringly grasp my love with open arms.

Diego is such lover.

Someday he's going to make someone very happy for the rest of her life.

But for right now, I am Her.

I have the best boyfriend in the world!!!!

Diego got me diamond earrings for Christmas.

I love this boy so much, it hurts.

You make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world.

You were right, I did fall in love with you all over again.<3

I could kiss you all day everyday.